ESSAY Magazine (An International Journal of Sexaholics Anonymous)
The mission of ESSAY is to serve as a source of information, experience, strength and hope to sexaholics, both inside and outside the rooms of Sexaholics Anonymous. Our vision is to provide a high-quality “meeting in print” that gathers together members from around the world. It can serve as a portable “extra meeting” especially for loners and for members who don’t have access to many meetings. In addition, Essay serves as an outreach tool to carry the message to those who have not yet found SA. We strive to include a mix of stories and shares from a wide variety of members, including men and women, prisoners, and international members. In addition, ESSAY provides Fellowship announcements and information on subjects such as new meetings, Fellowship events, and our service structure. We hope that all of the articles we publish will offer useful information and provide experience, strength, and hope to all who suffer from the disease of sexaholism. Fellowship actvities such as international conventions, regional events and local events appear in the Calendar section. Each issue has a theme and various sections to share sexaholic stories and practical tools. In addition to letters and group news, ESSAY offers short, edited articles written by members about recovery and our solution. The Practical Recovery Tools section features members sharing on the topic, “Exactly how I did it.” Submissions may also include meditations, poetry, and humor. ESSAY is guided by the principles of the Twelve Steps, Twelve Traditions and Twelve Concepts. Each issue contains the following statement:
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Monday Feb 09, 2026
Monday Feb 09, 2026
Un moment d'amour inattendu a aidé sa femme à passer du désespoir causé par la révélation à l'espoir d'un rétablissement.
Sur les conseils de notre conseiller conjugal, avant même d'entrer dans le programme SA, j'ai dit à ma femme la vérité sur mes écarts sexuels. Il m'a encouragé à être honnête, même s'il ne connaissait pas toute l'étendue de mon comportement. Nous avons fait en sorte que les enfants soient absents, et j'avais l'intention de ne révéler qu'une petite partie. Mais une fois que j'ai commencé, tout a jailli d'un coup, comme un barrage qui se rompt. Vague après vague, les mensonges et les infidélités ont été révélés au grand jour. Aussi destructeur que cela ait été, j'ai ressenti un immense soulagement en libérant enfin le secret que je portais depuis des années. Je n'avais aucune idée à quel point cela ferait du bien de tout révéler au grand jour. Ce que je n'avais pas pris en compte, c'était l'impact sur ma femme.
Saturday Dec 13, 2025
Saturday Dec 13, 2025
Rigorous honesty is the gateway to recovery in SA. At first, I thought that admitting the full extent of my problem and sharing my real history were impossible. What would others think? During Step Five, I confessed a long-held secret to my sponsor. I had expected an overly dramatic moment, but he didn’t overreact, and I also didn’t feel an overwhelming sense of relief. Instead, I felt the simple peace that comes from straightforward, honest disclosure. Through consistently practicing rigorous honesty, I finally found lasting sobriety and peace.
Saturday Dec 13, 2025
Saturday Dec 13, 2025
Dear ESSAY,
I wanted to compliment you and your staff on the October Issue. Well done!
The graphics are outstanding, and the composition of text and graphics is very impactful. The representation of our fellowship with articles from mixed sources, women, men, and international contributors is impressive and encouraging. It really is an impressive magazine. Again, well done!
Saturday Dec 13, 2025
Saturday Dec 13, 2025
My sponsor suggested that I periodically follow up with the professionals to give them an update on how the Fellowship is doing. Sometimes, this meant calling them again to give them a verbal update, but often it meant sending them an email update. I use the BCC line for these group emails. Again, I give permission to share these emails with anyone who needs them. I have gotten calls from potential newcomers in other parts of the state who were referred by a professional who had my email forwarded to them.
Saturday Dec 13, 2025
Saturday Dec 13, 2025
This member shares how following the “no crosstalk” guidelines fosters real respect for all the members in the meeting.
Over my 25 years in the Program, the opening of a meeting always includes a request that there be no crosstalk. I have learned that crosstalk is giving advice to others who have already shared.
I am reminded that I speak in the “‘I,’ not ‘we’ or ‘you’” (SA 186 ).
Saturday Dec 13, 2025
Saturday Dec 13, 2025
He practices trusting truth from an infinite and caring God rather than trusting in finite, lying fears.
I get a thought.
The thought produces feelings.
I react to the feelings.
The thought was a lie.
Saturday Dec 13, 2025
Saturday Dec 13, 2025
The Steps replace the addictive process with a Program of recovery.
This happened almost 20 years ago, when I was just beginning this recovery Program. On my way to work, I was driving slowly when the vehicle behind me suddenly sped up and hit my car. It was a very minor collision, but I thought, “I can take advantage of this and get some money out of it. I’ll just say that he damaged the entire rear part of my car. I knew that the other damages had been caused previously and were in no way the responsibility of that driver.
Saturday Dec 13, 2025
Saturday Dec 13, 2025
This member embodies the honesty necessary to make this amends from the heart.
To every brother in SA who has treated me with respect and kindness, who notices the discomfort of being the only woman in an SA meeting or event, to those who strive every day to make SA a safe place for us, to those who have treated me like their daughter or sister, to the loving brothers who welcomed me in SA—thank you!